Sunday, February 25, 2007

Zosia

Well, it's not yet for sure, but it appears that the cancer treatment that Zosia went through for this relapse worked. She is going for more tests to her oncologist next week, but my dad didn't sound very hopeful.

I guess that's the part that is most sad. I don't know what he would do without her. And I don't know what I will do when he's left alone and so far away.

Somehow I know this would come one day...

He wants to discuss with me their estate and how things should be taken care of when neither of them is around. He mentioned that he's leaving everything to Little Tom - You Tom! The house in the woods included. I guess I should plan a trip out there very soon to have these discussions and how to manage things.

In some weird way, I am grateful that he is this open about things and wants to settle things while still in full capacity. I wish my mom was this way, but of course all this brings up the anger I have for her for sort of putting me in this position to begin with. I almost want her to be the one to go back and take care of him if Zosia is no longer around.